Nathan

The black night carried countless stars that hung peacefully high above. The thin linen curtains danced gently in the early spring air as it pushed through the demolished windows. Lyn shivered, as she sat among the shattered glass strewn upon the wide pine floor. The quorum of police had left. The evening’s frantic pace had begun to slow.

Lyn replayed the scene, each time hoping for clarity and understanding. 

The sound of the front door splitting as it opened with force. Elvis wildly barking while he charged from the kitchen. Chaotic screams filled the house, some were hers. There were two, possibly three of them, forcing their way into her home. Out of nowhere, Nathan was there. His sizable frame corralling the uninvited group. Arms and legs intertwined. The smacking of fists meeting skin cut the night like lightning. Elvis tearing at pant legs as he defended,  side by side with Nathan. Then, almost as quickly as it began, they retreated. Fleeing into the night, sending rocks hurtling through the porch windows.

Within an arms length Nathan was crouched stroking the neck of the elderly labrador leaning into him. Breathing gently now, Elvis’s years and achy hips did nothing to slow his rage a few hours earlier. Nathan’s presence wrapped Lyn with comfort as she trembled with a cup of tea between both hands. Faithfully he had protected her and her home. Courageously, he had turned back the invasion. Her thoughts drifted back to last winter… Without him, what would have happened.

Last October, following years of consideration Lyn decided to rent the room on the 3rd floor. There were dozens of interested would-be tenants. It would have been easy to choose the first applicant, a young corporate professional who wouldn’t be around much and had reliability with the rent. It would have been easy to select the beautiful graduate student, whose affluent parents were willing to pay a year’s rent up front. It would have been easy to choose from the bevy of other desirables. Nathan was a non obvious choice. Lyn had felt a deep calm emanating from him. Elvis, always discerning, was taken with him instantly. After quick inspection, he sat and gently wagged. He spoke openly of his past. Tortured at times, filled with struggle and piled with rash decisions. He had paid his dues, learned and earned another chance. He was on a better path and was dedicated to keep moving forward. Despite friends and family advising her to choose any number of other options, after thoughtful deliberation, Nathan moved in just after Thanksgiving. 

This is my first pass at a submission for the Writer’s Workshop in response to the prompt

“measure twice, cut once”

Beats of Spring

she moved effortlessly among the droplets

bone dry 

dripping 

with attraction 

that magnetized the soul

the steadiest of beats 

inside

held the motion smooth

there was no need to run 

the chase was over

snow sat upon the headstone

delicate

tears fell endlessly

frozen ground thawed

catching their warmth

well past brokenhearted

unexpected weight

in what has been received 

spring is coming

thunder doesn’t scare me now

the Counter

come to me with the dawn

my family brewing in cheerful anticipation

neighbors and strangers, come

receive our comfort, accept our bounties

sit with me, for as long as you wish

stained by spills through the years

I have heard your stories

and caught your tears

ease upon me and rest your weight

I have creased the forearms of young and old

I am strong 

breathe deep, break bread, avoid the cold

leave me full, belly and soul

always waiting, I ponder on those I no longer see

please return before too long

I am here, my friendship free

remember me behind lock and key

lonely, I wait for another day

I am ok as I am kept laughing

watching the jams and jellies play

Snagged

why must I always be the thief

I only came to measure the pace

in fits and starts

the hourglass can’t hold me

my reception matched

only with unexpected departure

I am broken too

always among you

and them

invited rarely and with caution

wishing to be quietly

riding the flow

Fated

you came 

unrequested

you gave unlimited

my heart was yours unwavering

fated

As I continue working on forms, the above is a cinquain. The cinquainis a poem composed of five lines. It is unrhymed. It which uses 22 syllables distributed among the five lines in a 2, 4, 6, 8, and 2 pattern, respectively.

Morning Light

wishing I could embrace the quiet night

but it’s deafening to me

I’m looking towards morning light

stars splayed full and bright

yearning to usher peaceful dreams

wishing I could embrace the quiet night

endless turning in a sleepless fight

this bed too big

I’m looking towards morning light

inhale exhale this chest holds dynamite

I’ve lost count of the passing sheep

wishing I could embrace the quiet night

ghosts sing soundtracks filled with contrite

my mind frantic with the pace

I’m looking towards morning light

dawn is now in sight

today smiles anew

wishing I could embrace the quiet night

I’m looking towards morning light

my first attempt at a villanelle style poem

The  villanelle is a nineteen-line poem divided into six stanzas with two repeating rhymes and two refrains (a phrase or line repeated at intervals within a poem, especially at the end of a stanza). The lines are of any given length. The form is made up of five tercets (three line stanzas) followed by a quatrain (four line stanza). The first and third lines of the opening tercet are repeated alternately in the last lines of the succeeding stanzas; then in the final stanza, the refrain serves as the poem’s two concluding lines.

Anodyne

words not spoken 

carom from the walls of time

silence separates hearts

yours and mine

I’m leaning upon crumbling bones

recalling the taste of your tumbling tears 

rivers will never run backwards 

the current unwavering through the years 

change arrives when it chooses 

often leaving us wanting more

following the blazing sun

clouds roll by to even the score

right down the middle 

trouble rambled a path

our turn had come

to live with sadness’ wrath

towards the door without your thoughts

fraying threads have you running 

when you return it will settle

but I already know you aren’t coming

goodbyes offered at this time

beckon me in the wrong direction 

I’ll always hold you

while my soul seeks resurrection

late season row – wrentham, ma
jbp

Shiver

light has left the summer sky

we have been browned beneath the sun

let’s not leave the sand and surf

stars will join us soon

your shiver will not last

within my arms

as this love 

will warm us until the dawn

beach moon
august 2017

Do Not Wait Until Spring

under blue sky within the warm air

words got lost 

somewhere along the way

streams flowed calmly

running clear 

as we walked for hours

lines have been drawn

some to keep us straight

others to be erased beneath our feet

there is no need to wait 

to tune that instrument

release what’s inside

photo by JBP – January 2020